Half a century!

So, last Wednesday, yes, the 13th wouldn't you know it, saw me reach my half century!

I can't believe it, where did all that time go, I certainly don't feel like I was there for all of it and as I'm sure everyone bleats, I definitely don't feel it! I'm not entirely sure exactly what age I do feel but it's not fifty, for heavens sake. Anywhere between about eight and twenty eight (occasionally about ninety eighthttp://www.blogger.com/img/blank.gif, I'll admit), depending on the day, would be closer.....but there is no denying it. I am FIFTY and I don't like it one tiny little bit.

No other age bothered me, until this one they were all just numbers but this one bugs me, big time...jeez, even Saga will be at my door now bothering me with their unwanted attentions. Ergh.

I'm not exactly sure why I have such an issue with it, I really didn't think I would have. Maybe it's because my life is far from the place I ever dreamt it would be at this stage and even further from where I would like it to be...or maybe it's just that it sounds so bloody, heinously old, dammit!

Whatever, thus far I have not been persuaded to embrace this particular birthday....though I did have a good day despite it all! :)