How to wrap a cat for Christmas!

Love it! :)

Turning the dream around

I don't really know where to begin this post so I shall just type and see what lands up on the page, it's always worked before albeit in a rambling fashion at times!

Today has not been a good one. I don't know why today as opposed to any other day, the was no obvious reason but from the word go I felt as miserable as sin. Nothing specific had happened, I had nightmares all night long but in the same vein, I have no idea why after all that has gone on over the last year or two, last night I should be treated to such heinous dreams. Just one of those things maybe but whatever today was pretty crap.

Crap why? Well my head just seems to be overflowing with worries and frustrations right now.

I don't think I want or expect too much from life these days but I do have a few goals which are very important to me but no matter how I try they seem to keep eluding me.

What do I want? I want a stable, loving, mutually supportive relationship...which lasts this time, I want a home of my own, though only a tiny one and I want a cat. That's it, nothing else. It doesn't seem too much to me but maybe it is because any one of those things seems so damn hard to achieve!

Hell fire, it's over twenty months now since 'the ex' left me jobless, homeless, bankrupt and somewhat lost and in all that time I seem to have achieved little towards my goals, despite being pretty single minded and stubborn.

Ok, so I lost better part of a year in nursing my father maybe and dealing with my mother since has been pretty difficult but still, I feel I should have got further than I have.

Patience is not my forte I accept and I try to tell myself that it will all come in time but it feels like forever some days.

The minutiae of all of this is what has been filling my mind all day, trying to plot and plan, one minute feeling hopeful, the next feeling utterly overwhelmed with what feels like impossibilities, trying to think of new ways to get to where I want, trying to rationalise my situation and trying not to feel sorry for myself. At times it worked but most times it didn't.

Finally I found myself being white van woman with tears streaming down my face, not the safest or most attractive way to drive I grant you but I just couldn't stop. Between customers I was wiping my eyes and trying to look cheerful hoping no-one would notice my puffy red eyes or my snuffly sounding nose..... until I managed to force myself to see the progress I have made.

I have met a man of whom I am more than a little fond, with whom I spend a lot of time, who makes me laugh, who makes me feel human again and who is absolutely lovely and I do have hope that although it has only been three months it will continue to grow into something more.

I have got a job, which for the most part I enjoy and I have built it up to a point where my being made redundant seems unlikely anytime soon.

I have managed to save some money, not enough yet but enough to make me feel I might eventually manage to house myself if only in a room for now (hell, have you seen the prices this close to London? It's over £500pcm on average just for one room!). Yes, I would love a little flat but it's not going to happen on my wage so best I tailor my dreams on that one for now.

I have managed to get myself into a position with my siblings etc. that may enable me to move out, despite the situation with my mum.

.....and I most importantly of all I still have my dream, of a partner, a little home and a cat. As long as I can dream and believe then maybe, just maybe, some day that dream can still come true.

Cat people will understand!

The lastest - Simon's 'Cat in a box'

I adore these videos, they are just so 'cat'...I think most of them, if not all, are posted here as they have been released, this is the latest offering, enjoy!

Legless cat starts new life?

I'm not entirely sure about this - for all the obvious reasons - she seems happy and appears not to be in any pain but I'm still just not sure, hence the question mark in the post title......

Apps!

Not much of a post I know but I couldn't resist! :)

Oscar the bionic cat!

I saw this story today, something with a happy ending for once! Oscar, a cat who lost his back feet in a 'run in' with a combine harvester taking his first walk on new bionic feet.

There are those who might think it's maybe not worth it, that Oscar's quality of life might be too limited, if that's the case go watch the video...and for those who just love cat story with a happy ending, ditto, see the video HERE and watch to the end! :)

TFIF & LOLz!

One way and another this last week has been pretty much one I would rather forget so in an effort not to moan and groan here, one or two bits of nonesense instead which raised a smile among the rest of the codswallop! :)




and lastly, this about sums up my current state of mind and vague look!

Stand to attention!

Maybe you have to be a mad cat person like myself but I love this! :)

Cat perch!

This is so cat and so hilarious.

There's no embed link but you can see the video HERE!

The best way

The demise of 'bus puss'

Rememeber bus puss, Casper the cat who was a regular commuter on the local bus route?

Sad news, he was killed, run over by a car, earlier this week!

Story HERE.

Oh no! :o(

Seems amusingly appropriate!

I like her style! Heh.

Maru and the box

I really should actually write something here before too long but right now my brain doesn't seem to have anything resident worth writing, so again, some amusing piffery!

Enjoy!

Lesser known!

:o)

How many cats?

This little festive offering amused me...but don't expect me to know the answer to 'how many cats'...each time I count them I come up with a different result!

If you think you have the definitive answer, let me know!


*Update.
As has been pointed out to me in comments it's twelve, as in the twelve days of Christmas! Duh @ me. Hey, I told you my brain is addled recently but I like the picture just the same! :o)

Bus puss!

When your cat goes out, do you know where he/she goes?

Click HERE.

I know the feeling!

Ok, so my preferred venue is Caffe Nero but I won't split hairs, caffeine is caffeine!

Sunday silliness

For all the mad cat people among you, sound on and look out for the talking kittens!

With thanks to my friend Mick.

Life imitating art!

This amuses me! Ok, I'm easily amused but hey....